I'll tumbl for you...

So part of me feels like I’m too old to be writing blogs like this, like it’s a throwback to the old days of LJ, but at the same time I need to get thoughts on (proverbial) paper.

Life is crazy right now. For the first time in a really long time, I’m unemployed. Don’t really know what I’m doing with myself in the near future. Have a job lined up two months from now, but I don’t know exactly what that will entail.

I don’t know if my path has ever been so unclear. I know what I want to do “eventually,” but I’m not to the point in my life where I want to do it. … that doesn’t seem to make sense… Anyway, lately the phrase “let go and let God” has been running through my mind often. So I’ve decided to stop pushing, stop fighting so hard, and just take some time to listen. Listen to my heart, to the world around me, to God.

I’ve never been especially vocal about my beliefs on religion and spirituality, but I’ve always been a believer. But at this point where I don’t know the exact next steps I’m taking, I’ve decided to put more faith in my faith. To let God show me His plans for my life. And there are already things I’m seeing and noticing I would have missed before. I’m very excited at the prospects that are slowly but surely showing themselves to me.